“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

-Nelson Mandela








trait snapshot:

messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

.........Apparently That is me..

Well if i did all the things i say i want to do...I would like to hike, go fishing, jumping in the car and go knowhere in particular, turning of the lights and while in total darkness Blast music as loud as i can. (love doing that) love lazy sundays..reading tastless romance novels, and sleeping....there is more..trust me..

EVERYTHING!!! depends on mood, But on the main part...., Panic! At the Disco, Alicia Keys, Beyonce, Kanye West, Destiny's Child, Avril Lavigne, Jem, Lauren Hill, Alanis Morrisette, Lincoln Park, My Chemical Romance and a lot more...

Lord of the rings tri. the matrix tri, the mummy the goonies, brokeback Mountain, The Color Purple, Shrek, Peter Pan, Harry Potter (All), Chronicles of Narnia, Spider Man, X men, Signs, The Godfather 1&2, Man on fire, The Lion King, Secretary

The Daily Show with my husband Jon Stewart, The Colbert report, Prison Break, Ugly betty, Boston legal, Greys Anatomy, Friends, Girlfriends, Living Single, Weeds, Huff, Desperate Housewifes, Queer As Folk, Will and Grace, Half and Half, Fast Forward, Sex and the City, Buffy, Megastrucrures, Miami ink, Nova, Nature, StormStories, Explorer, Ancient, Almanac, Naked Science, The Most Extreme, Medical Mysteries.and anything else interesting on the DSC, NGC, TLC, SCI channel..*Inuyasha*, Ai Yoru Aoshi, Gravitation, Fruits Basket, Dn Angle, ..

The Bluest eye, sula, the cage bird sings, to kill a mocking bird, God dont like ugly, Dream mountain, Until you, Almost heaven, Perfect, A kingdom of Dreams, Whitney My love, Something Wonderful, Autobiography of Arthur Ash, The Animal Farm, The Oddessy, Heaven Cent, America the book. the davinci code, angels and demons, a hero aint nothing but a sandwich, nigga, harry potter and the half blooded prince.. Behind Closed doors, the bride hunt, almost a gentleman, awaken my love, and all the rest..and every encyclopedia i can get my hands on